It has been a bloody hectic week... went to help out at my uncle's wedding on Saturday and Sunday... On sat, I was his so called "best man"... it turned out terrible.. I almost ruined his wedding dinner.... juz great... then I got pissed with some people, who made sarcastic remarks bout me during the dinner itself... I mean, I know I made a mistake, but do you have to react like that... damn you... I felt so terrible... On Sunday, I told myself that I had to prove to these people that I am not a useless, good for nothing guy.... And I think I did it... I worked my socks off that day... at the end of the day, everyone started complimenting me and it actually felt great... But someone had to spoil it again by saying I was a good best man the night before... What the hell... juz leave me alone damn it!

I have to admit, I had fun during the event and it was a great experience for someone like me... If not for those people, it would have been more memorable... Oh well, as long as my uncle is satisfied with it, I'll be ok....

Then on Tuesday, I had my final year presentation... it was again, yeah you guessed it right, terrible... What's up with this week man, almost everything seems to be terrible from my point of view.... During the demo, our program suddenly felt tired and decided to take a break.... it gave up on us.... and this was in front of a panel of almost 5 people... screw it... We finally found the problem, but by then, our presentation was already over... Sigh... And there's more... The lab manager told us yesterday that our presentation and demo was bad... Yea, like I didn't know... And he started "advising" us... Walau eh... Enough already lah... Why tell us all these now? Why tell us only when it's over? What a crappy week this has been... Once again, I would like to say sorry for constantly whining these past few weeks... Hopefully I will be in a better mood the next time I write in... take care peeps...


Riz lost himself at 4/14/2005 12:02:00 pm

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